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12月10日 终于累了,and get sick外面的风好大,放下包才意识到自己已经在家了,
也许风真得大,我也就这么"飘"回来了.
每天都在工作(part time),挣钱,突然很怀恋读书的日子---没有忧虑......
每天可以不休息,但是工作必须找,房租还得付,开销不得不花,突然很想变成睡美人---让时间静止......
毕业,是完成了.
开始打工(part time while looking for full time job)
当你把房租,食物,杂费付清后,银行户头上只有$36.5时,
发现独立,原来没有那么容易......
今天有点累了
7月10日 画中人3点后的房间太阳正好,捧着书,还有花生的下午很是惬意.
想象自己仿佛是画中的人,静静地.....
书页渐暗下来,点了灯,沏了茶,又回到画中.
想象自己仿佛是坐在壁炉旁,暖暖地......
双腿有些僵硬,看了钟,起了身,有谁在敲门吗?
想象自己和数友人围坐在木桌旁,乐乐地......
画名<恬静的温暖的快乐的画中人>
3月28日 where I am now?I am back~
Yeah, my last semester! Eveything is fantastic so far, haven't got time to update my space for a while.
Never feel so free like now, only two papers (Japanese and spanish)...
We are young, we are fine, let's have fun~ 1月25日 change brings lifeWhat keeps me going so long till now?
Maybe the greed inside me, I am hunger for variability every now and then.
That makes me feel alive somehow.
12月4日 Lazy girl温馨小居
万家灯火中，有一盏小小的灯属于我。
不需要孤寂的空旷，只要有家的味道。
爱厨房
想一想，
在一个白色绘着浅蓝色小花的精美搪瓷锅里，
盛着晶莹饱满的大米和清澈的水，
温暖的花苗在锅底轻轻跳跃，
那是一幅多美的图画！
这种情景是我生活的一部分，
我经常因为火苗的跳动和锅里的温馨心悦不已。 11月30日 something you can't ask for一日，和好友聊天，被告知说话太直接。
我很纳闷，为什么呢？难道不知道就不能直接问吗？不明白就不能直接说吗？
她说，不是对什么人都可以直接，也不是任何问题都可以直接问的。
我说，人与人之间不是要真诚相待吗？
可是真诚相待并不等于直接哦，她纠正我说。
我看，今天又学了点东西……
11月28日 something different now就象季节的转换那么不经意，我，也在时针的滴答声中悄悄地蜕变。
身边的人，有时感觉很亲切，没有心机，这时，无忧无虑地扮演自己是很自然的；
周围的人，有时感觉很陌生，常有猜疑，这时，无忧无虑地扮演自己便是做作的；
很矛盾，
人是群体的动物，无时不在生活的各个方面寻求社会的认同；
人是独立的生物，无时不在生命的每个阶段寻找自己的价值；
矛盾，算是社会的认同和自己的价值不一致的产物吧。
很欣慰，
没有因为矛盾而迷失了自己；
很欣喜，
激化的矛盾反而清醒了自己；
蜕变，我想就是在矛盾中找到平衡点的过程吧。 2月8日 exams next weekNOTICE:
13th/Feb
9:15-12:30 STATS 208
14th/Feb
9:15-12:30 COMLAW 101
p.s. my special Valentine's Day date with comlaw 101~ 1月27日 part time job and volunteeringWhat a lark!
I got a part time job at the School of Biological Science today. It starts from next Tuesday and only from 8:00 to 9:00am just one hour before my first lecture during summer school. Even it is a short term job, they said they might consider me for a longer employment position after this.Well, eventually I find a job at uni campus.
And I received a phone call from the Aotea centre- The Edge for the part time job position which I applied last year. I am going to have a interview at 1:00pm on the following Thursday. Besides, I sent my CV today to try a office job as a personal assistant at a language school.Oh, I immensely want this job. Bless me~
Anyway, I was accepted by the Uniguide programme last year. You see there is a uniguide training from 10th to 12th of Feb, and my exam starts 13th!! I have no idea how to make a time for this. Of course I don't have to go, but I have been waiting for this: the camping!!
details:
TO BRING( for 2 nights):
1* Backpack with:
1*Toothbrush and toothpaste
1*Hand towel
1*Soap inside a waterproof plastic bag
1*Sleeping bag indide a waterproof plastic bag
1*Cutlery set (plastic) and plastic plate
1*Pre-packed lunch for Friday 10th Feb
1*Leak-proof drink bottle filled with water
1*Pencil and pen
1*Pre-charged cell phone in waterproof plastic bag (for emergencies)
1*Jersey,hat,gloves and socks, change of clothes for 2 days.
(please note that there will be games/activities so you will need sports gear)
1*Waterproof jacket
1*Waterproof torch (with batteries)
1*Pyjamas
1*Whistle (that you can blow) with string to place around your neck for the duration of camp
1*Toilet bag with necessities only
...
I am not rabbiting on about it, it's hard to give it away.
Well, at least I am still volunteering at i-space in 2006, which means there are heaps of fun besides the camping if I can't make it...
Maybe I should try the "outreach", or maybe not...
Oh, tomorrow is another day~ 1月25日 蚊子和血好友一日来家中小坐，不经意间聊到蚊子，便止不住地抱怨刚从国内回来就被咬了好多包！我打趣地说， 蚊子也要喝上等的新鲜血液啊，你从北半球来，也算是进口的血呢！再说，你以前也没有作过义工，这回就当无偿献血吧~我俩笑了半天：
就个蚊子，也这么逗！ 1月20日 Big day on MondaySummer school, suffer school!
I have to hand in a assignment before 2pm on next Monday, then take STATS208 mid-test at 2pm. Few hours later, which it is 6pm I need sit for comlaw 101 mid-test.
What a day like this~ 1月6日 summer schoolI won't be able to come for more writing stuff from then on, so might be more pic recording.
 So please open my album, read them and enjoy them~ 12月6日 Time to fly终于可以休息以下了！本来在NZ邮局申请的12月份的工作，今天工作人员打电话说我们家附近没有邮局缺人，所以从今天开始，我真正地进入了放假阶段啦~
该干些什么呢？上次碰到丹丹，和她聊了一大堆的计划，现在竟不知道先从那个开始做
 。最近在网上读李晓愚的《我在剑桥》，恍然间仿佛又回到了高中捧阅黄思路去爱斯本的日记。有时确实很羡慕能用文笔把自己点滴感触写下来的人，对于象我这样不擅长写文章的人确实是一种致命的吸引。因为我喜欢生活中不起眼的角落，不经意的触动，总想把这些小心翼翼地收藏起来。哎，只怪我大脑信息库太敏感，除了不停地收集新信息外，再没有闲情逸致去整理过去的东西。那些迷人的记忆也只能随风而去了。幸好读书能唤醒我沉睡的记忆，所以，我爱读书，除了不停地填补我的好奇心之外，更多的是在寻找自己的影子，和存在的证据。
一直很想有一个很大的书房，一扇明亮的窗户和洒满阳光的地板，一整排嵌入墙群中的书架和一把小梯子。。。
10月15日 from that momentSeptember 30th,On that day
 I lost my folder with almost my lecture notes, I spilt the milk all over the coffee machine while I was in a daze, I made new friends @ where I worked as barista 1st time in my life for rugby games, I called my mum on that night, she bought me some nice adornments & wanna send here,From that moment, I started to think about every little stupid moment of a day...
is part of my entire life.
9月24日 get busy
Anyway, I am going to have 2 tests next week plus one assignment to hand in till the end of next week. So it is getting busy from then on
However, KEEP A EYE on my album!!~ I always love to catch some stunning view of my daily life. I miss you all my friends!
6月24日 what's next?
The exams are all done now eventually~ SO, what's next? I haven't got any plans for today because of the shocking weather---rainning again!I feel like under the weather as I went to bed around 2 AM in morning last night. You know what, I watched three movies one after one at home yesterday while I was having dinner!I wonder how wicked the holiday gonna be like,full of part time jobs? muck around every where I have never been before? go for voluntary stuff? reading my favouite books all day alone?......So,what's next? |
FINAL WEEK~
Then EXAM WEEK~
AFTERWARDS HOLIDAY~
I have not been here for quite a while! Sort of feel like a stranger @ my own space!
.Well, maybe I will spend more time here during summer holiday.
Well,well~|
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